I’m getting by in an interesting week.
Feel really good about what I’m doing,
but all the other stuff is wrong.
It’s hard to explain,
but everything I’ve done this week I have been proud of.
I’ve been rewarded with more bad luck and more questions I’m at peace,
but also in turmoil,
and another road block has been put in my way.
My trust has been met with a shread of mistrust,
only testing me by planting doubt.
If I can shake that feeling right now,
I’d feel better.
If I could heal,
I could make a move,
and if I were proactive,
I might have a chance.
Time, that’s all that will work.
Time, confidence, and luck.
I remain myself, the trust won’t leave until it is taken.
If that happens will I be changed?
Honestly, it will be the honesty that keeps me natural.
Silence is what keeps me innate.
